Suspended Disbelief

Lyrical selections from the 2000s

Still Sometimes

I guess there are still somethings
I just don't understand,
like why the sky is blue
and why you let me
slide through your hands.
I thought this autumn
would find you back with me.
I didn't know you'd let me
fall like the leaves from the trees.

I say I'm doing fine
but I'm just playing at pretend
I guess I'll be alright tonight
at least until
this current distraction ends
and then I'll take any excuse
to save myself from going home
because I know your ghost will always
find me when I'm alone.

And what was once so clear
has shifted in to grey
and sometimes I'm so scared
that you'll fade away.

Restless sleep, fitfull dreams,
I can't escape the demons in my head.
For the rest of my life
and long after I die
I'll never forget the things that you've said.
And if there is a life that comes
somewhere after this
I hope that I can escape the tainted taste
of your cancerous kiss.

And what was once so real
now lies in the realm of dreams
a fleeting glimpse, lost in the light
you beauty was never what it seemed.

© 2000 Winterwind Music